I'm funny? [He shakes his head, lips curling up as he watches Steven in the mirror.]

Look-- I'm just trying to give you options. You're-- [Shit, he doesn't want to sound ridiculous and sappy, but.] special, you know. I want you to feel like you are. This isn't the usual hook up I might've done in the past. And it's not--

[Like with Layla is what he means to say, but he doesn't want to make things weird with Steven, or make him think it's a comparison.] You know what I mean. You're already giving me so much more than I'd hoped for, just not... demanding I go away or something..

[He always thought Steven would want him to if he found out what he was thinking about him.]