[ Just that little breath, that hitch, is going to live in his mind for however long. Going to reply in the worst of times when he tries to pretend he isn't as wanton and awful as he is. He worries, much in the same way, that he's become a thing of obligation to Marc. That he's invaded his life at such a deep level he'd be guilted into caring-- but he doesn't want to think that. Knows so much of it is the cruelty of life and anxiety trying to take everything he has.
There are few things on this Earth that would have him admit to the pained, desperate sound that escapes when he feels fingers near his jaw, skimming past his neck. He wants so much, so badly. It hurts and yet he loves it all the same. If Marc stopped right now he has no doubt he'd just wither away.
And he'd accept that. ]
Please. [ The word is bitten off, teeth scraping his lip, dragging against it as he pulls hard and tries to bite back the desperation in his tone. It's like a tap, twisted on and he doesn't know how to turn it back off again. Doesn't know if it's possible after Marc's said that. ] I wish I could kiss you. [ He can dream, at best, the sort of thing that makes him dig his teeth too hard into his lip, to threaten to draw blood, and yet, it's not enough. Nothing is enough. ]
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There are few things on this Earth that would have him admit to the pained, desperate sound that escapes when he feels fingers near his jaw, skimming past his neck. He wants so much, so badly. It hurts and yet he loves it all the same. If Marc stopped right now he has no doubt he'd just wither away.
And he'd accept that. ]
Please. [ The word is bitten off, teeth scraping his lip, dragging against it as he pulls hard and tries to bite back the desperation in his tone. It's like a tap, twisted on and he doesn't know how to turn it back off again. Doesn't know if it's possible after Marc's said that. ] I wish I could kiss you. [ He can dream, at best, the sort of thing that makes him dig his teeth too hard into his lip, to threaten to draw blood, and yet, it's not enough. Nothing is enough. ]
I want you to keep touching me.