And here I thought I was the one coming out. Ha. Doubt it. I've done well enough under your nose this whole time. Maybe I'm just a better liar than you think.
asdoihsdoiasd i can't believe you've done this to me
It's complicated Marc, really. I trust you. I'm just- Have you ever just been happy, and maybe you could be happier, but you have to risk your happiness for it? But don't think it's about trust, it isn't. I trust you.
Surprisingly, yeah. As long as you know you can talk to me about anything when it feels right or if you want me to fuck off, you can say that too and I'll stop. It's just fun to tease you sometimes.
I will, when I think I can. Talk to you I mean. You'll be the first person to know. But I'm not worried, there's zero chance of you figuring it out and it gives me something to lord over you besides scrabble.
What? Like a specter? Do you think I've got a crush on the boogieman? I see him pretty regularly, thank you. You're good at a lot of things Marc, but I think we both know this isn't one of them.
[ He should find it annoying, or tiring, but honestly it's just endearing. ] You know, you make a good point. I'll keep my ears and heart open to any spooky messages left behind on my phone from possibly hot ghosts. Or ugly ghosts, I suppose, since I'm assuming I can't see them. Would do me good to have another invisible person to yammer at on my bus route. Keeps the muggers away.
It was a joke. [ He doesn't have any strong feelings about his own voice, though he does get told that he could stand to 'shut up sometimes' often enough. ]
Not arguing that I might be a narcassist though. [ Hooo boy. ] Are there awkward insecure narcissists? I think that sounds about right.
Oh, of course. Nothing better to cap up three hours of tension than a awkward ballroom kiss.
I do have this funny little American man in my head to tell me when I'm being a dick. Probably helps. [ Just breathe. ] You were handsome for a cryptid haunting me and banging up stuff at my job. Bit egotistical, but I also don't see myself in you, and yet I do. It's a bit mental.
I think we're far past the point of mental but I know what you mean. I guess you never thought you were supposed to look any different either right? You always knew this body and face.
Comedy sounds good. We can go to the actual movies, make a night of it.
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So no.
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for now...
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I imagine it's got to be ominous to people you can actually push around.
Unlike me, as I'm immune.
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I know you
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Ha.
Doubt it. I've done well enough under your nose this whole time. Maybe I'm just a better liar than you think.
asdoihsdoiasd i can't believe you've done this to me
that was a convenient typo
Here I thought we weren't keeping secrets anymore. You wound me.
I can be given no leeway
Vanilla I bet.
Oi. That's not fair. This isn't the same kind of secret and you know it!
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Okay fine. I get it if it's too weird for you.
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You're adorable, you are.
It's complicated Marc, really. I trust you. I'm just-
Have you ever just been happy, and maybe you could be happier, but you have to risk your happiness for it?
But don't think it's about trust, it isn't. I trust you.
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Surprisingly, yeah.
As long as you know you can talk to me about anything
when it feels right
or if you want me to fuck off, you can say that too and I'll stop.
It's just fun to tease you sometimes.
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Talk to you I mean.
You'll be the first person to know.
But I'm not worried, there's zero chance of you figuring it out and it gives me something to lord over you besides scrabble.
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what is he, invisible?
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I see him pretty regularly, thank you.
You're good at a lot of things Marc, but I think we both know this isn't one of them.
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[he - he's such a dumbass.]
I'm trying not to guess
out of respect
or something
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You know, you make a good point. I'll keep my ears and heart open to any spooky messages left behind on my phone from possibly hot ghosts.
Or ugly ghosts, I suppose, since I'm assuming I can't see them. Would do me good to have another invisible person to yammer at on my bus route.
Keeps the muggers away.
You're a real good one mate.
Wanna catch a movie?
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Getting tired of my voice?
[He's just teasing of course. It feels nice to talk about something light and not so serious for once.]
Sure, in the mood for a romcom?
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Hardly. It's my second favorite.
First being my own, of course. [ Snerk. ]
Oh, you're desperate to see that three-hour period romance that just came out? I heard the will-they-wont-they portion is excruciatingly long.
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That's very narcissistic of you, buddy
Or just really positive self love
either way, good for you
Gotta build up all that tension for the finale to mean something, right?
[is he being serious or..]
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Not arguing that I might be a narcassist though. [ Hooo boy. ] Are there awkward insecure narcissists? I think that sounds about right.
Oh, of course. Nothing better to cap up three hours of tension than a awkward ballroom kiss.
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Though you have called me handsome before, which would just be a compliment for yourself too.
For the record I was thinking of something funnier and lighthearted anyway
unless you have an idea?
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Probably helps. [ Just breathe. ] You were handsome for a cryptid haunting me and banging up stuff at my job. Bit egotistical, but I also don't see myself in you, and yet I do. It's a bit mental.
I'd take a comedy, I could use a laugh right now.
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but I know what you mean.
I guess you never thought you were supposed to look any different either right?
You always knew this body and face.
Comedy sounds good.
We can go to the actual movies, make a night of it.
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